On "The Strangest day"

I was puzzled and shocked by the....

In one day all those unimaginable occurrences have happened, then i shattered...

#1 about 1 pm. Girl i screwed up and hurt many ways just standing there staring at me, yeah i was childish and stupid, but that doesn't covers the damage i have done to her, i felt so bad and i almost run out... What a coincidence

#2 later that day, another one who broke me... nope actually i was the one who screwed it up then broke myself, just a memories of some summer... felt nothing but still... just oneday 2 coincidence , this is weird

#3 5pm. You were walking didn't even saw me, i was stunned and almost blacked out in my mind. only relationship i had that counts as a long run relationship, and someone i still have feelings for , the only one of two girl that truly got and broke my heart, and then i broke, 3 ghosts of my past in one day. i was shattered and felt numbness

#4 Then sat down at my University, checking SNS on my phone. Then i got facebook message from someone i used to date, more like a lost connection. Not a bad relationship, just a start of something that derailed and separated by life's way, nothing much happened with her maybe, but still we had feeling , we had something, then i read her long message. It was confession. Message that made me feel better.

Don't know what will come out of it, i am trying to better myself, i was a jerk and it's just a little part of payment i have to pay, karma , que sera sera...